Wednesday 31 October 2012

how to make friends lolwut





i have a question.. Why do you always whine about being "forever alone" and then say "i hate people"?

ayt, ill spit some things to help your whining ass.


Try socializing. Because not everyone is stupid like you think. And if they are indeed stupid, atleast you gained a friend. Or if you have a big ass ego. fuck you.


Are you awkward? No problem. other people prefer to be the starters. You only need to answer their question. And try following it up with another question. There you go. "trophy achieved: conversation with someone"

Both of you are awkward? This is tricky, but try to suck some confidence and talk first. Tip? ask his/her hobbies, sports, favorite shit. Find a hobby or something that both of you know or share.

"We don't have anything in common" Then try this one. Interview him about his/her favorite shit. then follow it up with "let me join you sometime, it sounds cool/exciting" something like that. Or are you too much of a pussy to learn new tricks?

Why would you do that? why you instead of the other guy? because if he is also awkward, nothing will happen. when you actually tried to fit in with his/her hobby or sport or what insane things they enjoy, They will most likely try to blend you in til you get along (unless you annoy them with your stupid shit. don't be stupid goddamnit.). They also might try your hobbies so both of you are even.

TRY TO CARE. CARE. CARE. or fine. dont give a fuck. your loss. go back to whining like the little bitch that you are.

Also, try not to overdo it. If the other party is awkward, they may not enjoy your clingy scripted shit. still, if he is not a dumbass like you, he will tolerate your pathetic ass and still try to befriend you.

DO NOT TRY THE "IDGAF ATTITUDE" NO ONE WILL LIKE THAT ATTITUDE IF YOU CANNOT CARRY IT WELL. you can? FUCK YOU. DONT LIE. you are fucking awkward enough what the fuck. no man is an island you stupid fuck.

repeat steps til you evolve to bros. what are the "bros" perks? deserving to call someone a "bro", hanging out with liquor, foodtrip and games, penis drawings on your face. free shots but you are the designated driver so you cant drink.. I cannot explain it well. Let's just say, you cannot survive a zombie apocalypse on your own. but after doing these steps, Lo and behold, you have added a bro on your party.


man up. get some friends. party hard. smoke weed everyday.


Personal sh*t 2





my f*cking mom flirting with a friend in front of me. f*ck atleast do it when i'm not in front of you. god f*cking damnit. madalas mo sinisira sa amin- SA AKIN ang pangalan ni dad at sinasabing wala siyang inambag sa aming magkakapatid. (you know what? di ko trip mag censor ngayon.) tang ina naman hindi mo man maappreciate na lagi kami binibisita ni dad kahit busy ang work niya? kahit hindi mataas sweldo niya binibilhan niya kami ng games? ng movies? tintreat sa labas? tapos sasabihin mong wala siyang nagawa para samin? HE molded me. he fucking taught me not to bitch out. he taught me na ang respeto binibigay sa deserving, sa mga marunong din rumespeto ng iba. he taught me not to cry and instead form a fucking solution for the fucking problems that i have. sige ikaw na nagpadala samin dito sa Canada, pero hindi ikaw nagpalaki sa kaluluwa ko. bakit dito ko sinusulat? kasi as much as possible ayoko manggulo ng ibang tao para lang sa ganitong klaseng problema.



sinasabi mong pareho tayo ng asal at ugali. pero bakit hindi ko mabigay respeto ko sayo kung ganun lang din?

Personal sh*t





Magkukuwento lang ako saglit.. go ahead and read kung trip mo. tl;dr? f*ck you then. dont read.


i'll put it out agad. for some reason, marami rami na ang mga babae na lumapit or nagchat sakin at nag emo or nag reklamo or nag b*tch out tungkol sa mga BF/ex nila. I have but one rational reason kung bakit ako yung dinuduraan nila ng man hate.. dahil naguumpisa sa 'A' ang pangalan ko at siguro ako madalas yung unang lumalabas sa listahan nila.


Sa lahat ng mga kinwento ng mga babaeng yon sakin, may napansin akong.. similarities sa mga scenario or sa mga desisyon nila..


YOU FALL FOR THE SAME GODDAMN TRAP. seryoso. hindi niyo ba napansin yon? well nasabi ko naman na sakanila yon pero di ko alam kung nakinig sila or gusto lang nila akong makinig and not say a word.


NAGREREKLAMO KA SA MALING LALAKE. as myself, i dont give a flying f*ck kung anung nangyayari sainyong dalawa ng bf mo. pero dahil kaibigan kita, fine makikinig ako sa b*tching out mo. but please, try mo muna kausapin bf mo.


"ang hirap niya kausapin/ayaw niya ng ganitong usapan" tingin mo ako gusto ko? mas malala pa nga, hindi kita girlfriend. wtf. hindi pa ba clue yon sayo? gusto mo ng healthy emotional relationship tapos dun palang hindi na nya mabigay? clue na yon na HINDI SERYOSO ANG LALAKE


"iba kasi siya" NO. F*CKING NO. USE YOUR F*CKING HEAD lalo na kung may pisikal kayong relasyon. no wonder pabalik balik siya. hindi mo ba maisip yon?


"bakit manloloko kayong mga lalake?" abay p*ta ka pala eh palibhasa puro love sh*t lang pinapairal mo. kaya ka binigyan ng utak para gamitin sa lahat ng bagay. i got f*cked a lot of times, denied by women, USED. pero hindi ko parin nilalahat na mga piece of sh*t kayong lahat na babae. BE RATIONAL.


bakit dito ko linalabas? kasi gusto ko kayo tulungan. so ayaw kong pakitaan ng hate ang babaeng nagdaramdam. pero ulit ulit yung nangyayari eh. karamihan (not all) sainyo hindi nakinig.


Now. eto ang huling masasabi ko. unahin mo muna sarili mo bago yung iba. hindi ka natututo? ayos lang, hindi naman ako yung nasasaktan. pero ayaw ko lang kasing nagmumukhang tanga mga kaibigan ko. may pake parin ako sainyo kahit ulit ulit kayong nagkakamali sa iisang bagay.


:)

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Wednesday 12 September 2012

How's your wednesday?

Sitting here, looking at the clouds and feeling the windy weather. I can't stop thinking about you. The conversations we had. The love songs I made that was inspired by you. I know it's just an infatuation. I feel like you are so near even though I know that you're so far away. You make me listen to these cheesy love songs. My heart stops everytime we talk about serious stuffs. Comparing our beliefs and the like. Then throwing some "Boy pick up" lines. Having a conversation with you is just like completing my whole day.

Saturday 8 September 2012

Pre-Server Elims

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Ok I think we are ready for tomorrow's event in Ragnarok. Tried and tested new game plays. Application is just a basic thing to do. Wish us luck. Gloria please!!!

Monday 20 August 2012

International Ragnarok Online

Few days have passed, after a long vacation away from Philippine Ragnarok Online, I decided to try a new official server where there is no Convert and Receive and imbalanced promos. So here comes the iRO(International Ragnarok Online). Well, the society here is so very different compared in what we have in pRO valhalla. I experienced new things in this server, like doing the Eden Quest, getting some gears from it and etc.



For me, iRO is a lot better than pRO except for the leveling. iRO has x.75 exp and pRO has x1.5 exp. It's not about leveling, it's about having fun while leveling.

Tuesday 12 June 2012

Sovereignty™ Guild Song


Di ako nag iisa
Yun ang sabi ng sove
Di ako naiiba
Pag nagsama ang marami

Masaya daw sa sove
Bakit di ka sumali?
Maraming sabisabi
Kami ay magagandang lalaki

Sa sove ko naranasan ang
pagkakaibigan na walang hanggan
Sa sove ko naranasan na ang
umagahan namin ay tawanan

Nagsimula kami sa valk
Lumipat ng valhalla
Inalagaan ng GC
Kaya di kami nag sisi

Masaya daw sa sove
Bakit di ka sumali?
Maraming sabisabi
Kami ay magagandang lalaki

Sa sove ko naranasan ang
pagkakaibigan na walang hanggan
Sa sove ko naranasan na ang
umagahan namin ay tawanan

Sa sove ko naranasan ang
pagkakaibigan na walang hanggan
Sa sove ko naranasan na ang
umagahan namin ay tawanan

-Music/Lyrics by Pablitito

Monday 11 June 2012

06-11-12 Sovereignty™ Guild Siege

So here's the 06-11-12 Sovereignty™ Guild Siege . We aimed to break our opponents' emperium today but unfortunately, we failed. We absorbed some members from Innovators' Guild so we can get help from them. For two hours, the war didn't chill and that's how we like it. Tho we burned a lot of supplies to reach our goal. Gah. I spent like 100 pcs Yggs and 5 boxes of FSB. My zeny's burned. Lol. I'm not used to burning lots of supplies. But trust me, it's worth it.

Tuesday 5 June 2012

Selling Stuffs

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Valhalla Server. Comment if interested.

Monday 4 June 2012

6-04-12 Sovereignty™ Guild Siege

Wes is back. He was our GM in this siege. I was really excited for this siege but at the latter part of it, my internet became so laggy. But it's still a good siege. Will be better next time.


Monday 28 May 2012

I'll see you soon bestfriend.

We first met when we were in 1st year high school. Seeing you with nobody, I approached you with a friendly smile. We chitchat a bit and eventually we learned that we both are addicted to one thing, playing "Ragnarok Online". A lot of crazy stuffs we did with our soldier friend "Lemz". Even though he's scared of big ass spiders, we still keep it as his best friends. I will miss the times that we'll chill at the bus stop and talk about nonsense stuffs. I'll miss the times that we are wiping out one guild and giving them no mercy. I'm going to miss our mini meeting just to talk about tactics.




Don't forget about Sovereignty Guild. The bonding's we had. You'll probably be like bob, we'll be missing you and we will be waiting for your return. Take care my friend. I'll see you soon. Peace.

Thursday 10 May 2012

In-game items Vs Friendship

Days have past, a lot of bonding moments happened to our guild Sovereignty. We had a lot of meet ups. Specially baguio-laguna members. We usually meet up and eat fastfoods, resto and we drink in bars and the like. I never expected that our friendship will grow and will have a stronger bond than ever.

 Some time this week, an incident happened. Pablitito's account was hacked by a member. He never expected that it'll happen and so, it happened. And so he wondered, how come a friend thought of stealing an in-game item in exchange of their friendship. He never wanted to press charges against the hacker til he reached his limit. And maybe soon, he will. So that this incident will never happen again and to tell the people that in-game items will never be equal to friendship. In-game items are trash with you playing without friends. And that really sucks. Peace. Welcome Ragnarok Port Malaya!

Sunday 1 April 2012

Derivative of X Band.

Here is the Derivative of X band. The Sovereignty representative here is the vocalist and the guitarist. Enjoy the Hinahanaphanap kita and Probinsyana cover.

Saturday 3 March 2012

Hybrid Rune Knight Vs DPS Rune Knight

Well, I'm using +7 G.Spear and my opponent's weapon is +9 G.Claymore. Tho when I'm using dragon breath, I switch to status pikes. Special thanks to my friend Joe.

Monday 20 February 2012

February 20, 2012 War of Emperium

Today's siege is kinda easier compared to my experience with the past sieges. I felt that we are getting stronger every siege. Anyway, special thanks to our warpers Eica,josh,doi and all the people who stays at the inn to support the members to be battle ready. Peace

Thursday 16 February 2012

February 15, 2012 War of Emperium

Still in the first phase of agit lords with Gods and MVP cards on. Eventually, the sieges are getting tougher. Let's take a sneak peek of some highlights in this video.

Saturday 28 January 2012

January 28, 2012 War of Emperium

The event now is called Agit Lords. Where in the winners will have the chance to battle 7v7 and hopefully represent our country Philippines. So our war is a little harder than our previous sieges because we want to be part of this tough event.

Wednesday 25 January 2012

Story mode (pt 5)

...Teka, Asan si Justin?

"Hindi niyo ba kasama? binuksan ko yung portal sakanila ah?"

tatlo lang kami oh.. Hmm.. baka nadale na nga si Justin.. sh*t.. nahuli tayo.. James..


"..Problemahin nalang natin yung ibang alam natin na buhay pa."


"Puntahan narin natin si Wesley bago pa tayo mahuli." sabi ni Vash.


Mejo nalilito talaga ako, hindi ako makasabay sa mga nangyayari, tska bat satin pa nangyayari to? andaming tao sa pinas.. Bat tayo yung naluluto?


Nagexplain si David. "Lloyd, si Wesley kasi anak ng mayaman. may kaya, may pera, may Kapangyarihan.. kakailanganin siya para makakuha ng military power yung mga rebelde."


"Bah, may powers and sh*t na yung mga rebelde ha??? kelangan pa nila ng baril??" bulyaw ni Vash

"Hindi naman lahat ng kapangyarihan nakakamatay. yung iba, tulad ng kay Grace, eh nakakatulong pa nga." sabi naman ni David


..I see.. Sige, so ano plano?...



-inexplain nila ate Grace at David yung plano, So kailangan lang mag stall sa harap ng kung saang lugar dinala si Wesley, manggugulo kami sa harap at habang nagkakaroon ng putukan, maglalagay ng portal si ate Grace malapit kay Wesley, kukunin siya ni David tapos.. Boom, panalo.-


"Tatlo lang kami nila Lloyd, hindi pa kontrolado ni James yung apoy niya, hindi pa kami marunong humawak ng baril.. Tingin mo tatagal kami sa putukan???" Reklamo ni Vash.


"May backup naman kayo" sabi ni ate Grace, may inaantay lang tayo tapos gagawin na natin yung plano.



-So habang inaantay namin yung back up, nagpapraktis kami ni Vash, tinuruan ko siya ng konting choke holds para kung sakaling magkaroon ng close range combat. si James naman nagttesting ng mga apoy apoy, atleast, nagiimprove na yung accuracy niya.. si ate Grace din, pinapraktis din ang paggawa ng tatlong portal, hanggang dalawa lang kasi nagagawa niya..-



???: Guys, andito na mga equip natin.. nakuha lang namin sa mga ibang... bangkay..


...Des? Ruel? Ardi? kayo kayo mga back up?


"Oh bakit masama? kayo lang ba bida?" Ruel said.

Sori na.. asan mga magulang niyo? mga kapatid niyo? bakit tayo lang ba andito?


pagsabi naman ni David; Kasi lagi tayong nasa labas, halos lahat ng magulang nasa base na rin, nagpaiwan lang ako kasi nabalitaan kong nakuha si Wesley. pati sila Ardi nagpaiwan din.


-Everything explained, nagpulot na kami ng weapons ulet, atleast mas maraming choices-

Bat may Broadsword dito?? kaninong bangkay niyo naman nakuha to???


"Kumuha ka nalang! ano ka ba! atleast nga mafil mo pang lumalaban ka parang sa RO lang!" sagot ni Des sakin

fine fine.. di ko to trip. masyadong heavy. haha. ikaw, hindi ka kukuha?

"Spesyal din ako Lloyd, dont worry."




-so pinili ko itong baril at pamalo ng pulis, tonfa eh, matagal ko nang trip ang tonfa.. si Vash, kumuha ng AC-556 assault rifle. Bad ass,pero bahala siyang magbuhat niyan.-




David: "oh, Game na ba tayo?"


..Sige lang, palag.

"Game, sunugan na to."

"tol ambigat ng baril na to.. sige lang, game na ako"

"..Ardi, game na ba?"

"sunduin na natin si Wesley."

"Des, ready na?.."

"..."
"..."
"..."
"..."
"..."


"Ready."



"Grace, magbukas ka na ng portal."





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Story mode (pt 4)

"Sugod na! wag na takbuhan yan!!"



-ayos. advantage namen? tatlo kame. may apoy apoy si James, may dala kaming pamalo ni Vash, hindi naman malaki yung palapit na Jacob samin, kaya pwedeng sabayan at paluin or tamaan ng itak. disadvantage namen? takot si Vash sa aso.-


"Paksyit hindi ako tumama!"

Syete James hindi ka marunong magtarget???

"Hindi naman ako nagpapraktis ng sunugan sa bahay o kahit saan ah, dito ko palang ginamit!"



"Tol tulong!!!!"

-na pin down ng medium sized aso si Vash, hinarang niya yung hawak niyang itak kaya yun yung nakagat ng Jacob, ayaw bumitaw ng aso, sinusubukan niya atang putulin yung itak. gudluck.-


Clear shot na Tol! tira na!

"G*go ka James pag ako tinamaan mo rin aasura strike kita in real life!!" Sigaw ni Vash.




"P*TANG INAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!"




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-Lumapit kami kay Vash katapos magfade ng usok, akala namin nasunog din siya, andun pa naman siya, nakahiga..-

"Vash, buhay ka pa?" bulong ni James.

".....g*go ka.. Amoy pritong aso ako.."

...atleast hindi ikaw mismo yung naprito..

"G*go kayong ten times... itayo niyo ako dito.."


haha. wag mo ako isama, si James naglabas ng fireball hindi ako..



-syempre tinayo na namin si Vash. hindi naman siya injured, amoy sunog na aso lang talaga. so naglakad na kami papunta kina Justin, malapit narin naman.-


"Justin!!"

...Jus!! andito na kame!! buksan mo yung gate!!


-10 minutes ng pagtawag sakanya.-


"..walang sumasagot pre, baka nadale na siya.."


Wag ka ganyan men, pasok nalang tayo, akyatin nalang natin yung gate..


-at dahil bad ass kami, inakyat nalang namin yung gate, pumasok sa bahay.. iniisip lang namin kung anu na nangyari sa kasama namin.. magulo yung bahay. parang na raid, hindi ganito ginagawa ng militar pag nagsusundo ng mga tao. Wala naman dugong nakakalat.. pero wala rin si Justin.-


"mga tol may something dito sa kwarto niya!" sigaw ni Vash.

"Bold?"

"Timang hindi.. hindi yon, may iba pa"


..lez check..


-pagpasok namin ni James sa kwarto.. may.. Warp portal??-


"Tara pasok tayo" pagdemonyo ni James samin.

sigurado ka bang warp portal yan? baka mamaya trap lang yan..


"Men, magulo yung bahay, wala si Justin, May PORTAL sa kwarto niya, hindi niya dinala bold niya, ano ibig sabihin non?"


"...gay si Justin?"

ahaha.. sige, tara. pasok tayo. una ka James, mataas stats mo eh.

"Syempre, dati akong imba eh."



-Pumasok naman kami sa portal, parang naka high ka lang. tapos isang kurap, ayun, nandito kami.. Kina David-


David: Isara mo na yung Portal Grace.

-nag Cast ng something si ate Grace, naglaho yung portal-


"So gusto niyo na ba ng explanation?" sabi ni ate Grace.


...Litong lito na ako, panaginip ba 'toh? si James naglalabas ng apoy, si ate Grace may Warp portal?? ano pa susunod na gusto niyong ipakita sakin??...

"Lloyd, yung iba satin na sagip na, kailangan niyo lang pumunta sa base ng militar para safe na kayo."

Eh pano kayo? si James, ikaw? may warp portal ka naman ate, bat hindi ka nalang mag warp ng deretso sa base?

"Pag sumama kami sa base, mababaril kami. may gyera ngayon Lloyd, sa ayaw o sa gusto namin, kinamumuhian na kami ng mga tao.."


Ikaw David, ano ba plano mo? wag mo sabihing may skill ka rin?


"Wala akong kapangyarihan Lloyd, pero plano ko? irescue si Wesley.."


Nakidnap si Wesley?? bakit??


"...Para mas mabilis intindihin, kailangan siya ng mga rebelde."







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Tuesday 24 January 2012

Story mode (pt 3)

...Baka anu na nangyari sa crush ko kaya hindi ko siya nakitang umuwi....



"Bat ngayon mo lang pinakita yan samen?" sabi ni Vash kay James.

Oo nga naman, Amazing siya men. hahaha..

"Syempre, eh pag pinakita ko sainyo to sa umpisa palang, ano nalang mangyayari?"

"may point ka.." said Vash.



-So nag ayos na ako. Nagdala kami ng mga pwedeng gamitin na pamalo o weapons sa bahay. "may Fire sh*t naman si James, wag mo na siya dalhan ng itak." ..Tinawagan ni Vash si Justin. puntahan daw namin si Justin dahil magisa lang siya at hindi siya tatagal pag naglakad siya papunta dito.-

Sila David hindi mo tatawagan? "Hindi na, sigurado naman akong safe sila. tsaka hindi rin natin sila mapapapunta dito, masyadong malayo. sa malalapit muna."


"Lloyd, Vash. Leggo."


-Dahil wala kaming sasakyan, lakad lang ang ginawa. naghahanda na kami sa kung anong mangyayari, at medyo sabik dahil sa Firepower ni James. aba, syempre gusto rin namin makita in action si boy sunog.-



Tol, pag may lumapit satin Magnum break mo agad ha?

"G*go."

"Hahaha. buti nga wala man tayong nakikita.. malapit na rin naman tayo kina Justin." ayon kay Vash.



Pero ayos na hindi ah.. May zombie, si James may magnum break, may nag aalsa. kulang nalang mga edward cullen. mga werewolf, vampire, maglabas naman kayo ng MVP jan! hahaha!


"tol naman. kelangan bang sabihin yan?" sabi ni James.

bakit? Chill lang naman tayo?


"hindi, yung Maglabas sila ng MvP.. ayan tuloy..."


ayan tuloy ano?


"Lloyd, ihanda mo na yang pamalo mo.." hikayat ni Vash.


bakit?


"Tingin ka sa likod."






...!!!!


"Game, tutal andito narin tayo... old skul na magnum break.. IGNITION BREAK!!!"





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Story mode (pt 2)

...Ano bang nangyari kagabi? so hindi ako nanaginip nung may kumagat sakin??? gademet men magpapanik ako dito!!


"Relax ka lang men. eto yung news oh.." binuksan ni Vash yung TV.


-Ayon sa news, nagsilabasan nga yung mga nagtatagong may... "kapangyarihan", gusto nila "maghari" at makipaggyera.. wala silang demands, gusto lang talaga nila ng away..-

haha, parang cheap pinoy movie. hahahaha.. pero, bat ganon? bat bigla lang nagkaganito? anong trigger naman yung nangyari para lumabas yang mga yan?

nag explain si James; Naalala mo yung kinwento ko kagabi? yung nag mutate? natsismis yun sa lahat, hanggang sa may mga hindi nakapagtimpi, linabas na rin nila kung sino sila.


...i see.. So bakit nila pinagkikidnap mga pamilya natin?? pano tayo nakatakas? binuhat niyo ako hanggang dito sainyo?

"Hindi pa naman tayo sure kung nakidnap sila or nakapunta sa military camp. Oo, binuhat ka namen. alangan naman iwan ka namen dun sa sulok para pagpiyestahan ng mga.. ..Anyway, yung pamilya ko tumawag kagabi na sinundo sila ng militar dun sa base. Yung nanay ni James may limang miss call sakanya kagabi, alam mo naman yan hindi nagpapaalam. yun lang huling balita namin.."


teka, check ko lang facebook ko.
"t*ng ina nagdedelubyo na ang pinas naisip mo parin facebook???"

G*go check ko kung may message sila ate.. hindi ko dinadala phone ko diba?..

-Kabukas ko ng facebook.. Uy, magcoconcert yung evanescence dito sa Feb.. at.. May message ang ate ko, nasundo rin daw sila ng militar. Sabi niya rin na wag kaming maghihiwalay ng mga kasama ko dahil.. laganap yung patayan pag mag isa ka lang at wala kang.. Spesyal na kakayahan.-


so.. nanay at tatay mo nalang yung hahanapin natin James.

"Alam ko naman na safe sila mama, iniisip ko lang kung...."

Kung ano?











Vash and Lloyd: !??!?!?!???


"...iniisip ko lang kung nagtago sila, or kasama rin sila sa mga nagrerebelde.. anyway, tawagan mo si David, si ate Grace, tsaka si Justin. kailangan marami tayo ngayon."





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Story mode

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"Pero totoo yung mga kapangyarihan tol, hindi ako nagbibiro. May nabalitaan nga dito na may nag mutate daw tapos pinaslang yung sariling pamilya niya. Tapos papatayin na niya sana anak niyang babae kaso biglang nag Gates of Hell yung babae, ayun, siya nadale. oh Last shot na.."
"Ay, sareh. *shot*... Pero ang adik ng storya mo ungas.. lasing kana.. Hoy Lloyd anu ba tinutunganga mo jan?"

Wala men, happy thoughts. hahaha...


-...Ako pala si Lloyd, hindi John Lloyd ha.. Lloyd lang.. simpleng tao lang.. Natigil ako sa pag aaral dahil sa.. well. sa katamaran ko. Ginagawa ko nalang ngayon? hang out, training sa malapit na Martial Arts Gym.. Online games. yun lang.. kasama ko mga kaibigan ko ngayon. eto, kainuman ko sila James tsaka si Vash.-


Iniimagine mo nanaman crush mo noh?? sabi ni James. "Yeahp.. haha.." ...Eh bat di ka na kasi magpakilala? stalk ka ng stalk, panay view mo sakanya sa facebook.. wala kang mapapala jan mabibitin ka lang.. banat ni Vash.


Tignan mo naman siya men.. Pang anghel na mukha, pang model na katawan, cha imba mga grades niya, mababa na ata sakanya yung 85%.. eh ako? di naman kagwapuhan, di ako macho, NAG STOP PA AKO sa pag aaral.. in short, wala akong chance..

eto naman sabi ni vash.. "Ano ngayon? May mawawala ba sayo? pre, mas maganda yon atleast nag try ka. Eh kung kumagat? edi mas maganda!"

..Speaking of.. Teka lang, punta muna ko sa kanto, dadaan na yun, susulyap lang ako. *grin*

Sus.. sige samahan ka na namen. Tapos narin naman 'tong inuman. Leggo.




-So dahil isa akong matinding stalker, pumunta nga ako sa kanto. dun kasi siya laging dumadaan. Wala lang, para lang makita ko siya. >:)-


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(1 hour and 30 minutes later)


"Lloyd, asan na?"
...tagal niya ah, dapat kanina pa siya dumaan dito..
"Baka di pa tapos schedule niya?"
...Alam ko schedule niya, monday to friday. kahit nga oras ng pagsimba niya alam ko..
"grabe kang stalker ka.. Baka naman may project sila kaya di agad umuwi?"
...Siguro nga.. Sige, Tara na, uwian na. may bukas pa..


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...Badtrip, di ko nakita si Selene ngayon.. tsk..
"Jusko Lloyd, darating yung araw may manliligaw sakanya, tutunganga ka, sasagutin siya, iiyak ka, Forever Alone ka nanaman." James said.

...Sige lang, masaya na ako sa pag stalk stalk lang.

Tara na, sabi ni Vash..




-Naglalakad na kami pabalik nang biglang may tumatakbong mabilis papunta samin..-


"Men, someone's rushing towards us.. Can you see it?" ..Tengene James wag kana mag ingles, we can't comprehend..

"Men, i don't mean to scare y'all but.. Look at him, He looks like a.."





..P*tang ina TAKBO!! hindi tao yan!!



-Hindi naman sa lasing kami pero yung tumatakbo palapit samin.. hindi normal yung pagmumukha. hindi sa nanlalait ako pero, syet.. Zombieng zombie yung dating niya.. Hinabol kami nung mala zombie na taong ewan hanggang sa ma trap kami sa isang eskinita-


"Sh*t man! GG tayo puds na tayo netong aswang na to..." Kagat ni Vash.
Tol.. naglabas pa siya ng mahaba habang claws.. we're done for.. sabay naman ni James..


-at dahil kahit papaano ay may training ako ng martial arts, hinarap ko yung zombie.. oneng ala eh. nakagat lang ako sa leeg.. akala ko madadale na ako nun, nagdidilim na paningin ko.. pero bago pa ako mahimatay sa sakit, nakita kong pinalo ni James ng tubo (na hindi ko alam saan niya kinuha yon) yung zombie. naalis yung kagat niya sakin.. huling nakita ko nalang, pinagsisipa ni Vash tsaka pinagtutubo sa ulo ni James.. Huling narinig ko naman.. "Gising Lloyd! Gumising ka! wag kang magpakamatay na single!!...-









"Gising Lloyd!!"
..ang ingay mo men.. gising na ako.

-Nagising ako dito sa kwarto ni James, sa bahay nila. Oo pala, pinagusapan namin na maglalaro kami ng Ragnarok dito sakanila..-

"Mag ayos ka na pre, aalis tayo."

..Ang sama ng panaginip ko, bwisit akala ko totoo.. linalamon na ako ng zombie na ewan.. Teka, di ba maglalaro tayo dito? san tayo pupunta?

"...Hahanapin natin mga pamilya tska mga kaibigan natin. may nagsilabasan daw na mga abnormal na tao, nagrerebelde. marami silang kinidnap at kung anu ano."

..Huh?? adik ka James? wag mong sabihing may tama ka pa kagabi? ..teka bat naka bandage leeg ko? ...What the F...

"Nakaayos na kami ni Vash, mag ayos ka na rin."






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Wednesday 18 January 2012

Welcome to Existence (complete)

Interactions between two or more persons in everyday life are delicate, purely authentic and unimaginable. We live in a world where friends are everywhere. Friends who are also real and who are not. But it's not about picking friends for our common good. It's all about our interaction and how we could sustain a stable relationship with others, without external influence of course. The issues in discrimination's when it comes in choosing friends are very sensitive and fragile and sometimes rumors are so power full that they exist everywhere, giving some brief introduction about a person we are about to know more. And when it comes in influences, peers are here to take the place. Peers are influential, whether you know some of them or not. The point is we listen to them. This peer pressure we have is some kind of natural phenomenon , like a usual existence that we meet in our daily lives. A kind of pressure where seduction and hypnotism take place. No, seriously it's all about loosing control. And we usually run out of clear thinking once were already under it.

We know it's just like a cycle. We do unpleasant things under the influence of peer pressures, we experience the bitterness of our own mistakes and we do it again.

Nothing is new... Everything is common.

But still we have always hopes because we know that the only thing that could save us from ourselves is a fine interaction with others... We know that. But we fail to have one. Yes, its understood that we should choose our friends properly but sometimes, they choose us. There's nothing we can do about it. all we could do is ask the best of whatever they have. We have the right to ask the best of whatever we deserve from them. If we feel their company unworthy then disregard them. Forget what will they say. We got rid of evil deeds and most of all we protected ourselves. We proclaimed goodness in our environment all and we made our hearts contented.

Of course, we still meet people who seem to dare our patience and dignity. But let's just ignore the devil inside of them. Devils that awakens another devil from us.

As we strive hard to attain good interaction. We feed the presence of decency inside us. The benefits of good association to others are priceless and extraordinary. Were just the ones who are able to work out on ourselves. We are the ones who make our future. We put them together, we construct our prospects so why include persons who would destroy our upcoming our interface and communication with others would help us to overlook the better outcome for us.



-Lemz