Sunday, 27 November 2011

Quiapo

It was only six o' clock in the morning, but Quiapo was already bustling with life. The streets and thoroughfares were filled with cars, jeepneys and buses moving at sloth pace. People of all kinds - from vendors with toothless smiles to professionals with frowns to hide their dentures - fought for space in the overcrowded sidewalks. The combination of various city sounds - cars honking, preachers shouting, beggars crying - threatened to break any sound barrier. It was only six o' clock.

All signs of morning life in Quiapo were lost on a young boy sleeping outside the doors of the Church of the Black Nazarene. He was shivering in his sleep. How the rags he was wearing could have protected him from the harsh cold was a mystery to everyone walking past him. He was dirty; his face and limbs covered with numerous bruises. In his sleep, smearing his cheeks with the mucus flowing steadily from his nostrils.
The young boy awoke with the sensation of someone his sile. He opened both eyes and stared at the morning sky. The bright rays of the sun greeted him but they could not radiate enough warmth to keep his body from shivering. He looked at his feet and saw the source of the tickling sensation - a limp and dirty dog, a beggar like himself, was busy licking the sores at his foot. He kicked the dog away, and even threw a stone at it. The poor dog scampered away, whining. He sat up, scratching the mosquito bites on his legs until they bled. Involuntarily his stomach growled. He suddenly remembered that he had not eaten since lunch yesterday. He willed hi weak body to move and went to the nearest garbage can. He scavenged through it, sifting the pile of trash thrown by people comfortably placed on the opposite end of the economic bracket. He soon found what he was looking for - a big, empty can of Del Monte pineapple juice. He sniffed at it; the smell of pineapples was lost in the mix of hamburgers, chocolates, gums and feces.

Holding the can firmly he dragged himself to the doorway of the church. He stretched out his can to the old men with canes and the old women with veils. He silently prayed to the Black Nazarene for these devotees to pity him and give him some of their copper, silver and gold coins. He closed his eyes and prayed harder the some would be kind enough to give him folded bills instead of coins.

Three-quarters of an hour had passed but no even once did he hear a single coin drop in his can. He shook the can, hoping to hear something move inside it. Nothing. Tired and hungry, he sat down and leaned back on the church door. He observed the various kinds of people walking, running before him. It was during moments like this that he felt separated from the rest of the society. He knew he was different, especially form the cigarette puffing college students. With their good looks, clean uniforms and gadget of all types, these students seem superhuman to him. They were fair, wingless angels walking on the dirty streets of Quiapo, answering the calls of heaven through their cell phones. How he envied them! How he wanted t be one of them! Then, perhaps, he would be able to leave his miserable life in Quiapo and start a new in the gold and marble laden halls of heaven. He closed his eyes and tried to imagine himself as one of those angels - puffing blue seal cigarettes and sending SMS to his fellow angels.

Even through his closed eyelids, he could sense something blocking the sunlight. He opened his eyes and saw a tall man looming over him. The man was fair-skinned with blond hair, and an expensive camera hung around his neck. The man was saying something but he could not understand him. The language was different from the one he learned while growing up. The man brought out a magazine and pointed at the cover where he saw a pair of African children asking for alms. The man repeatedly pointed at the camera, the magazine cover and at him. Finally, he realized that the man wanted to take his picture. He immediately stood up and nodded his head excitedly. He arranged his rags and smiled at the camera. It surprised him when he saw the man vehemently shaking his head. He watched as the man stretched out his hand and made a pitiful face, just like those of the African children. He then understood that the man wanted to take his picture as a miserable child, not as a happy one. Pretending to be one of the African children, he stretched out his hand and made a pitiful face.

The flash blinded him for a moment. Afterwards the took a bill from his wallet and gave it to him. His dirty and callused fingers tightly gripped the bill. He watched the man leave, eventually losing sight of him in the crowd of people. Then, he opened his fist and saw the crumpled twenty-peso bill. He smiled and look upwards to the skies. He had never felt richer in his whole life. Suddenly, he knew how it felt to be an angel. With the money in his hand, he thought of the five days worth of cigarettes he could finally buy.

-Lemz

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